Funny thing isn't it.....if you ask somebody "what is love to u" or give me a definition of "love" they would usually end up with a long hmmm....or they would say something like " you know.....when u love someone you'll have that butterfly feeling in your tummy" or is it ? Sure you might have tons and tons of gf or bf but which one of them is true love ? You know it is not true when you said " i love you and wish to live with you forever or telling them they are the most beautiful person in the world.....well mostly it isn't true esspecially at such young age but i makes them happy dosen't it? It isn't our fault, it is the feeling that drives us to say such things because we felt like there's no one we would rather be with than that special someone at that moment. Sudden feelings do make us say things we don't really go through thinking or maybe we're just spoiled by romantic movie scenes.

Which reminds me of my baby gurl, who's constantly asking pressure questions like " why do you love me ". Sometimes i could not come up with an answer, sometimes i struggle to make something up because alot goes through my mind, and even sometimes it brings tears to my eyes for i do not know what reasons. It is easy to lie and make up something but telling the truth is hard. Of all the answers that i gave her the best one was just " a kiss ". I'll explain why.....cause love is all about feeling....it is something that cannot be explained. You do not tell a girl/boy you love her cause she's pretty and hot and cute and whatever, that person will eventually be old one day and do u still love her ? Even if there's a reason to love somebody then it would be a long list to go over so u can't tell her/him all the reasons right ? A kiss would explain alot, if it's not real you would have felt it. Love is never "omg she's so sexy, i love her so much" or "He's so rich i love so much so he can buy me this and that". You get my point !

So whats that feeling of love ? is it still that nervous feeling being with that someone ? or the feeling of just going crazy all over that person ? The truth is......it is anything and everything...ever heard of love comes in different shape and sizes ? It is exactly what it means if u replace shape and sizes to anything else u can make up in ur mind. Love is variety....a person from another end of the world can fall in love with the other person on the other end of the world. I have always thought IF you want a healthy long relationship you must find someone with the same interest, same style, same taste, same carreer but i was WRONG...me and my gf is absolute the opposite...for instance....she's outgoing, im not...she's friendly, im not...she's caring, im semi caring, she's brave...im not.....im just pretty much the negative side of her and she's probally everything that i wanted to be. I have never notice these things before, thought all my life just being myself and deny everything around me...I wanted everything to go my way. You know what im talking about.....we all live under a "comfort zone"....you might call it a "shell"....where we feel we are ok at this point we need not to step outside of reality. No many people notices these things but it has something to do with how we are bought up. Love breaks that shell and makes people do crazy things they wont normally do for the sake of being happy with the other person because it is all WORTH IT ! Im a person that thinks and consider alot if that particular thing is worth doing or not. But when im with ma gurl.....that consideration is just thrown right out of the window, i would do anything and everything just to be with her. weather it be taking a free fall in genting(which i sworn to never do in my life) or just doing things im not ready to do like going over to her parents place for steamboat.....i know these are small things to you all but it isn't for me...basically this is what i felt...i would love to be a better person just so i could be with her. Dont get me wrong, im doing all those willingly and enjoying every part of it...i was not forced or anything like that. Isn't it great ? love can be a motivation and thx to her i have done things that i will normally do....im out of my comfort zone....weeeeee

I felt great now like i can do anything and everything as long as my gurl is by my side...I have always thought i do not deserve a girl like u but i have realized instead of that...you deserve a better bf and I will be a better bf which is why i am looking forward to be the best i could for her and i realized that's the best way to improve myself as well as keeping this wonderful relationship that i hope will last till the very end...